What the life

One bad decision
Twisted and turned my life upside down
I dreamt big
Really big irrespective of my thick boundaries
Regretting it now
After weeks of sobbing and days of starving

I’m looking around
Like a lost weak, stupid wolf in jungle
And wondering
Does happy endings is just a myth
Keep lying to myself
It will be over before you know it

I know I know
Writing this won’t lift burden on my heart
I know I know
I should Share this with friends
I know I know
This can’t kill me, unfortunately